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9 days til 19

Amee — Sat, 04 Jul 2009 00:40:19 +0000

Today I went to town to probably search for a dress for my bday because what I bought, I probably won’t get it in time for that day… I found nothing of my taste and that sucks… Im so picky right now I need this to be perfect. Nothing formal- its actually something pretty laid back and not much factory work when it comes to the cloth!

I have the dress in mind but its only… gettin it that may pose … some difficulty..

Im actually pretty pumped up now about my Bday.. so Yippiiessss

11 days til 19

Amee — Thu, 02 Jul 2009 00:10:26 +0000

Funny, I know but I still persist on the countdown. I sat there last night after all my postings were done and what not and I wanted to do some big time online shopping. 2 months ago I ordered 2 dresses and attempted to ship them to st.lucia… Hoping I would get my dress for my Bday… TSK TSK TSK… its been 2 months now and NOTHING.! Like seriously, its just so upsetting at the moment, thinking about it so i rather not. I realised the trick behind AMI! You can’t never ever ever ever ever ever bother to shop after 1 pm because all the good stuff will be out of stock. I tried to snatch somestuff from them at 10 and some were already withheld due to previous sessions. I WAS LIKE WTH? are you serious..

SO much for a recession!!

So I guess I wont be gettin any of my outfits since I will be leaving later in the summer… Thats ok! I have been listening to alot of Colbie Caillat a whole alot. She is so soothing. My new favourite song from her is “The Little things” …

GO COLBIE…

Another song that has been making highlights in my house is NEVER BELIEVE IT- Movado..

O Gawshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! lol every morning … its on … (thanks to big bro && I) and well nightly…

soo yeppp!!!

xoxo (feeling better today)

13 Days til 19

Amee — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 01:16:05 +0000

As usual, Im just laying here staring at the ceiling. Today At the office I was telling one of my co-workers (who caught me napping) that I was thinking thats why i close mye yes so much on the job.. So I was showing him breathing tactics to keep oneself relieved. Then he went on to ask me why do I think so much so i kept on telling him well im so far from work, on my way home thats all there is to do and I need to budget when I get my first paycheck (just bear stupidness)… then in actuality i proceeded into thinking.. My 19th Bday is coming up and Im, welll… not depressed but probably not excited about a birthday at all.. In june, I was a bit.. Not now.. and it sucks.. everything sucks… I really need to get in the gist of things because before I blink an eye that day will be gone!

I am going to be switching workplaces on that day… and offices and being introduced to a bunch of new ppl… ARGH!

I just cant cope with the series of events happening on the weekend leading to my birthday. Its like No damn thing is in my hands or in my control.. I wanna do this n do that but NO.. everything has to get in the damn WAY..

i seriously.. Cannnnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot Deal with this..

Im sorry… But I can’t! so if possible im calling off my birthday! until further notice..

Im still pumped its 13 days near… but… **** it !

xoxo