I recently decided to give this store at Micmac a look! We are always there but we totally walk right past it. I always get near it and think “what clean freaks. Having a soap store at the mall! (ahaha)” then one time i somehow managed to get in! Boy, was I WRONG! like DEAD WRONG! They have products from shampoos to face masks to bath bombs! And I totally think the word BATH BOMBS sound enticing! Needless to say we were sucked in by the words of the sales girl! DAMN HER FOR BEING SO GOOD! SO I decided to try something for my Hair since it was beyond dry that day and she recommended RETREAD. I then decided to go for the  “whenshwenHUA” – I will get back to you on the real spelling! Also I can;t guarantee that this is the way it is pronounced either.

Funny thing is- I have no clue on the pronunciation so pardon me here!

I also tried their SOLID ‘Jungle’ conditioner. My Buddy and I could wait to get home to try the stuff we got so we cut our shopping spree short and rushed home… OMG! i frigging loved the conditioner. MY HAIR FELT SOFT AND LOOKED ULTRA SHINY without even putting any hair products in! And even after subjecting my mane to some scorching heat from the flat iron- SHINE AND LUSTER remained!

WE HAVE A WINNER.

Lush= to die for!

AND AGAIN we made a trip to the LUSH store again!

Granted its a bit expensive and high maintenance on the pocket but … its my new sin!

This is my take on the video…

I was a bit of a loser… apart form studying just doing random videos to songs I love..

Besides the point..

I was playing around with my blog theme. You know, trying to tweak the SHIT out of it. And I was unable to log in and what not. My Hosting company totally rectified it in a DAY! OMG, thank GOD.. I love em!

KUDOS to justhost.com

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AND THEIR SUPPORT TEAM

I was browsing through the SONY store at the mall… I always love window shopping there because I just enjoy day dreaming about all the gadgets I could simply hold in my hand… I think SONY Stuff are pretty cool and chic… They come in soo many cute colors. Currently, it seems there is a rage for Mac-Apple at my school but I somehow have not understood the fuss about it. I really do need an explanation…

So i stumbled upon thisss ultra thin and slick camera and I vowed to get it…

So for xmas I have gotten an upgrade..

The DSC t90 in pink…..

12 mp cam and its sooo thin… Touch screen also!!
MERRY XMAS TO ME!

Sony Cyber-Shot DSC-T90 Digital Camera – The funniest movie is here. Find it

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses; you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, and then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats at you until you’re hollow and leaves you crying in the darkness. So simple a phrase as ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That’s how we’re made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines… that are way too dangerous to cross You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true. At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away. A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong? What if you’re making a mistake you can’t undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can’t pretend we hadn’t been told. We’ve all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today’s possibility under tomorrow’s rug until we can’t anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying I wish there were a rulebook for intimacy. Some kind of guide to tell you when you’ve crossed the line. It would be nice if you could see it coming, and I don’t know how you fit it on a map. You take it where you can get it, and keep it as long as you can. And as for rules, maybe there are none. Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself. I’ve heard that it’s possible to grow up – I’ve just never met anyone who’s actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don’t go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope – against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope… Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more. Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn’t change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It’s not just a river in Egypt, it’s a freakin’ ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it? They say practice makes perfect. Theory is, the more you think like a surgeon, the more you become one. Better you get at remaining neutral, clinical. Cut, suture, close. And the harder it becomes to turn it off. To stop thinking like a surgeon and remember what it means to think like a human being I have an aunt who whenever she poured anything for you she would say “Say when”. My aunt would say “Say when” and of course, we never did. We don’t say when because there’s something about the possibility, of more. More tequila, more love, more anything. More is better. To be a good surgeon, you have to think like a surgeon. Emotions are messy. Tuck them neatly away and step into a clean, sterile room where the procedure is simple. Cut, suture, close. But sometimes you’re faced to a cut that won’t heal. A cut that rips its stitches wide open. There’s something to be said about a glass half full. About knowing when to say when. I think it’s a floating line. A barometer of need and desire. It’s entirely up to the individual. And depends on what’s being poured. Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there’s no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless. And all we want, is more. Maybe we’re not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we’re thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we’re thankful for the things we’ll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate. Maybe we’re not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human. Maybe, we’re thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we’re thankful for the things we’ll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate Surgeons are control freaks. With a scalpel in your hand, you feel unstoppable. There’s no fear, there’s no pain. You’re ten-feet tall and bulletproof. And then you leave the OR. And all that perfection, all that beautiful control, just falls to crap. No-one likes to lose control, but as a surgeon there’s nothing worse. It’s a sign of weakness, of not being up to the task. And still there are times when it just gets away from you. When the world stops spinning and you realize that your shiny little scalpel isn’t gonna save you. No matter how hard you fight it, you fall. And it’s scary as hell. Except there’s an upside to freefalling. It’s the chance you give your friends to catch you. The key to surviving a surgical internship is denial. We deny that we’re tired, we deny that we’re scared, we deny how badly we want to succeed. And most importantly, we deny that we’re in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can’t recognize the truth right in front of our faces As surgeons, there are so many things we have to know. We have to know we have what it takes. We have to know how to take care of our patients… and how to take care of each other. Eventually, we even have to figure out how to take care of ourselves. As surgeons we have to be in the know. But as human beings, sometimes it’s better to stay in the dark, because in the dark there may be fear, but there’s also hope At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things we just don’t want to hear, and some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. Some things you say cause there’s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves. When you were a kid, it was Halloween candy. You hid it from your parents and you ate it until you got sick. In college, it was the heavy combo of youth, tequila and well, you know. As a surgeon, you take as much of the good as you can get because it doesn’t come around nearly as often as it should. ‘Cause good things aren’t always what they seem. Too much of anything, even love, is not always a good thing. Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need. The fantasy is simple. Pleasure is good. And twice as much pleasure is better. That pain is bad. And no pain is better. But the reality is different. The reality is that pain is there to tell us something. And there is only so much pleasure we can take without getting a stomachache. And maybe that’s okay. Maybe some fantasies are only supposed to live in our dreams. At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day – those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

I saw it.. Yep.. all 2 hours of such a phenomenal series… What struck me the most is the talking at the beginning… Where Meridith introduces what grief is.. and towards the ending..
I missed a few words But i attempted to get it all.. and here it is;

We beg we plead we offer everything we have we offer up our souls in exchange for just one more day….. when the bargaining is failed n the anger is too hard to maintain we fall into depressing despair until finally we have accepted everything we have done we let go n let into acceptance….

In med school we have a hundred lessons on how to fight off death and not one lesson that tells us on how to go on leaving.
Painful regret… as surgeons as scientist we are taught to learn from and rely on books on definition but in life strip definitions… in life grief can look like a lot of thing that they are real resemblance to sharp sorrow…

And we wonder why it has to suck sometimes and it hurts so bad… the thing we gotta try and remember is that we turn on a dime… :S
I’m scared to move I’m scared to breathe I’m scared to touch u… U made me love you u made me let you in… and then…

That’s how you stay alive… when it hurt so much it cant breathe, that’s how u survive.
I remember that one day somehow impossibly you won’t feel this way it won’t hurt this much…
Grief comes in its own time for everyone in its own way. So the best we can do the best anyone can do is try for honesty. The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it. The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes and let it go when you can. The very worst part is that the minute u think your past it… its starts all over again…and always every time it takes your breathe away.
There are 5 stages of grief… denial, anger, bargaining,

Lost love is still love.
It takes a different form, that’s all.
You can’t see their smile
or bring them food or tousle their hair
or move them around a dance floor,
but when those senses weaken,
another heightens; memory.
Memory becomes your partner.
You nurture it, you hold it, you dance with it.

Subliminal Seduction: Ways to Use it For Your Benefit

Seduction is a very strong technique that can be used to make somebody do your bidding, regardless of how you look at it. Men and women both make use of this power. The main aim is to be able to use this gift in any situation that you want and thus master this art.

The act of subliminal seduction is seducing a person to perform an activity in a subtle manner. You wouldn’t be wrong in comparing subliminal seduction to the normal seduction technique, the difference being it is done covertly. Meaning, you don’t have to come on too aggressively for comfort towards the subject. You can rest assure that is it is as effective as the normal way, especially in the case of a women.

Here are the several ways of efficiently using subliminal seduction to a woman:

1. Make a woman feel gorgeous. This is the universal weakness of all women. This is clearly proven when her natural attractiveness is respected. A man shouldn’t be afraid to complement your women and make her feel special. This will give you the most advantage in you relationship. This can also be used in the case of women whom u are fascinated with. To start with, you can tell her that she looks gorgeous and you would like to mention that to her. If done in the right way, you will not only get her attention, but can also be the beginning of something wonderful.

2. Never let her think that you are selfish. Women many have a universal weakness but they also have a common turn off. That is when she thinks that the man wants all the pleasure for himself. At the moment she feels this, she will move away from the association with no trouble. It is important to make her realize that for you the pleasure for both is important.

3. Your woman should also feel the appropriate amount of satisfaction. Women too have got needs. So when it comes to sexual activities, she has to fell significant and you treasure and adoration her body. You better fulfill her need because if you do so you will be rewarded handsomely.

4. Don’t be afraid to experiment. You sometimes get bored with the usual. And that is something that you should avoid at all times. To arouse her sensuality you should experiment with new things. It is more that just a physical sexual act. You will have to indulge her other senses. Charm her mind. You will definitely discover that her entire personality is erogenous.

5. Have confidence when you do this. Confidence can be a very good turn on for women and can be lot more seductive. Women might not say it but unintentionally, want to be led. So you should know where you are and where to start at, i.e. if you are a man.

6. Word can be as powerful as anything else. You can sometimes, get a women to want you bye just engaging her in a conversation. You should be able to use your verbal skill to market yourself and you ability to the woman you want.

7. Your words body language should match. “Actions speak louder than words” now isn’t that so true. The effect of grouping the power of words with actions and delivered in a single seductive message is gigantic. You will never go worng.

It is definitely worth mastering the talent of subliminal seduction. Not only will you see it in the case of love and relationship but is used everywhere, even in thing like advertisements. Rests assure by following the principals of subliminal seduction mentioned here you will be able to use it to your advantage.

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