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Losing Friends…

Posted on November 27, 2009 by Amee in School Mumbles, The Normal Stuff | 4 Comments

Its a sad thing to write about but this is the reality at hand so I guess the situation needs to be attended to. My facebook page has lack of activity due to my busy schedule which, after 4 months people still feel compelled to comment and be so jaw dropped about. Recently, I have had ‘friends’ approach me be it, via email, text or a facebook message… EVEN SKYPE or messenger- expressing the displeasure of my current and frequent MIA status and what they would refer to as “Lack of interest for keeping in contact”. I wish to air my views on this  but it seems that 80% of people share those sentiments. The 20% that don’t actually understand the hardships i go through by creeping into bed at 2 am ever morning and rather I should pitch in, sometimes 5 am when the tough gets going. They understand that the job needs to get done before any pleasure can be fit into that schedule or I need to feel fulfilled before actually toying around with ridiculous fragments that serve no building factor in my ‘soon to be remarkable’ resume. I’m just fronting a bit. But the message I really want to convey is that, compared to the typical business university student who has 1.5 hrs of class a day which accounts for 3 hrs of class a week per course, I have that 3 hours of class a week per science course with an addition of a 3 hour lab per week per course and even a 1.5 hour tutorial. Tutorials are now the norm for chemistry… [thank god] … If this is added up… to every 3 hours a business student spends in class per week, per course I have to spend 7.5 hours per course, per week minus my homework, my lab reports and studying for that course. I need not scale this to a 1 to whatever ratio.

So, to everyone who complains, I do try… I do try to please everyone but I am only 1, 111 lbs almost  not a teen, petite little girl who is attempting SOMETHING bigg.. or at least to me it is. In between Jobs and simply self searching I roughly have 2 hours a day to fool around… and then comes my daily showering and pampering and putting in contacts which takes up most of my time… SO, please don’t get mad at me because I dont respond to silly MSN messages like HEY WATS up whatcha doing… I rather not engage in a non-mind stimulating conversation when a chemistry lab report is breathing up my ***.

And No! I wont tell you why my boyfriend and I broke up cause you asked… Or why I am engaged.. Or why I never told you I got engaged… because that has no relevance in your life. I maintain; if I don’t tell you, then you don’t need to know…

NONETHELESS, Xmas is around the corner and this is the season where no school work can haunt me soo I’m freeeee to engage in any non stimulating conversation after the 16th of DEC…

I think I am wasting enough time as it is <3

Even my closest friend understands, and she never complains about me not having enough time for her because she understands that I am not obliged to breathe up whatever part of hers every 20 minutes having useless conversations. Sometimes we talk once a month, and when we do, we get straight to the point on life and how we wish things were different… but growing up is a pain and we are simply stuck to endure it. TOUGH LUCK but we are dealing with the situations we are put in and we are attempting to make the best out of it… I think it would kill me if my closest gal pal came up to me and told me- I have no time for her and thanks for not saying hi or thank you for abandoning her… AND SHE HAS NOT… that is why she is who she is in my life- SHE UNDERSTANDS <3

I wish more people would

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