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13 Days til 19

Posted on June 30, 2009 by Amee in Anger, Mumblings, The Normal Stuff | 1 Comment

As usual, Im just laying here staring at the ceiling. Today At the office I was telling one of my co-workers (who caught me napping) that I was thinking thats why i close mye yes so much on the job.. So I was showing him breathing tactics to keep oneself relieved. Then he went on to ask me why do I think so much so i kept on telling him well im so far from work, on my way home thats all there is to do and I need to budget when I get my first paycheck (just bear stupidness)… then in actuality i proceeded into thinking.. My 19th Bday is coming up and Im, welll… not depressed but probably not excited about a birthday at all.. In june, I was a bit.. Not now.. and it sucks.. everything sucks… I really need to get in the gist of things because before I blink an eye that day will be gone!

I am going to be switching workplaces on that day… and offices and being introduced to a bunch of new ppl… ARGH!

I just cant cope with the series of events happening on the weekend leading to my birthday. Its like No damn thing is in my hands or in my control.. I wanna do this n do that but NO.. everything has to get in the damn WAY..

i seriously.. Cannnnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot Deal with this..

Im sorry… But I can’t! so if possible im calling off my birthday! until further notice..

Im still pumped its 13 days near… but… **** it !

xoxo

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