Complete Rambling!!

Posted on May 20, 2009 by Amee in Anger, Him, Losers, Love, Mumblings, The Normal Stuff | No Comments

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I could have sworn today was someone’s birthday But I guess lately I havent been in the correct mindset… Today was actually a pretty good day… Did the usual then Met up with Lewis, my good buddy who I had not seen for a really long time.. What a breath of fresh air because I needed to atleast chill with someone who did not annoy the nerves out of me, who kept on complaining, or who simply insists on hurting that crucial organ on my left side.

SO I needed to clear my head and get unto the right path. Lewis did just that for me… We spoke bout school amongst many other things… I guess it was just catching up.. i mean it was more than a yr and our vacations never coincided like it did this year so that was SUPERB!!! I even got reminded of that S****** Joke… lol OMG.. fun times..
Up to this day I haven’t seen my Cambridge friends.. I call them that now because they are stuck with exams til June and this is when I actually begin work.. So I guess things on that level are really not working out in my favor. That is small matters anyway! But Honestly, I feel I really need to chill right now with someone who really understands me so I could take up 2 hours of their time to complain and have no negative feedback as the aftermath!!
Sometimes we fail to realize some people are not in need of a counselor but rather simply a Listener…
Currently, I am in need of dried cranberries (Os** Take a big hint on that one – HINT HINT) and alot more..
Maybe right now, my life is taking a direction in which I am not pleased of. Luckily, it seems that I can change it up. I am highly dependant on getting some high from season finales which by the way, is so not working.. 90210 was a complete mess… Desperate Housewives was ok but it could have been a bit more dramatic.. I missed Greys Anatomy and am so scared to watch it… Because I know, after this partially broken piece of my heart, Grey’s will completely shatter it.. GOSSIP GIRL brought hope to my life.. Thank God for GG.. Blair and Chuck finally made up after the constant back and forth bickering… *sighs even louder*

Maybe, Just Maybe… I need to sleep.. 12:40… oops its May the 19th? No the 20th… and this post would have been titles 18th May??
Where the hell have I been living??
OMG and today is already WEDNESDAY.. OMG!!

xoxo

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