A m e e l i c i o u s

When It pulls you down

Posted on April 30, 2009 by Amee in Mumblings | 2 Comments

*SIGHS*
I really do not know how to approach this situation because I am going to say it straight.. As soon As I end this post, I am going to have a sit in the balcony and have a shot… or maybe 9 shots till I get drunk and fall asleep. WHY?
Because thats what I feel like doing..
WHY..
because I said so

so… I was going to write a novel on here but I toook a break and I feel discouraged..
So I have been kicked to the curb… dragged in the gutters and I just woke up from my unconscious state.. I am not fully conscious YET, but I will be pretty soon.. I think I will be lacking some sleep tonight all in the sake of reflecting. I hate being kicked to the curb and that shytt so does not feel me up right.. Does not rub my ego the right way either. So what Is a girl to do?? Rise
right now it seems like so impossible to get up. And I really need to sit and have a long chat with myself like I usually use to do.. I think I have gotten to comfortable in my zone! and its time to be extraordinary again because I am slowly being dragged into the ordinary… I know we get back up from big disappointments but its those disappointments that linger on paper…
Today it begins… I am not going to settle for the mediocre..